Even my parents treat me like I’m stupid and inferior and ever short. I guess I’ll never measure up to anyone’s expectations. I surely don’t measure up to what I’d like to be.
BEATRICE SPARKSI’m really cracking. No, I’m beyond cracking. I’m shattered. I’m lost. I’m fragmented.
More Beatrice Sparks Quotes
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I pretend I’ve got lots of confidence and I’m a big jock and like that but deep inside I’m a frightened, insecure, can’t-make-it failure.
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Lying – remembering beauty in truth.
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I’m not really sure which parts of myself are real and which parts are things I’ve gotten from books.
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I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity.
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The voice of every kid hooked on drugs, alcohol or the occult joins the sad chorus “Not me! I didn’t think it could ever happen to me. I was sure I could handle it.
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Sometimes fantasies are better than life.
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They have accepted me as an individual, as a personality, as an entity. I belong! I am important! I am somebody!
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Sometimes I think we’re all trying to be shadows of each other, trying to buy the same records and everything even if we don’t like them. Kids are like robots, off an assembly line, and I don’t want to be a robot!
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Why is life so difficult? Why can’t we be just ourselves and have everyone accept us the way we are?
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I guess I’ll never measure up to anyone’s expectations. I surely don’t measure up to what I’d like to be.
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I’ve got to sleep. Sleep is my only way to escape.
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The complete bottom has fallen out of my life.
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one day I’ll be old, without ever having really been young
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It’s a good thing most people bleed on the inside or this would be a gory, blood-smeared earth.
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Maybe the new me will be different.
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She didn’t know whether she was running away from something or running to something, but she admitted that deep in her heart she wanted to go home.
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Alone. The saddest word in the world.
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How is it possible for me to be so miserable and embarrassed and humiliated and beaten an function still talk and smile and concentrate?
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I would like to stay stoned all the time, it scares me it’s so good. I would like to stay stoned every minute of every day for the rest of my life.
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I’m really cracking. No, I’m beyond cracking. I’m shattered. I’m lost. I’m fragmented.
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I feel like Alice in Wonderland. Maybe Lewis G Carroll was on drugs too.
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I wouldn’t intentionally hurt anyone in this whole world. I wouldn’t hurt them physically or emotionally, how then can people so consistently do it to me?
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How can thoughts hurt so much when they aren’t even physical?
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Nobody’s talking to me, but nobody’s hassling me either. I guess you can’t have everything.
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I’m partly somebody else trying to fit in and say the right things and do the right thing and be in the right place and wear what everybody else is wearing.
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They don’t think “I care,” “I hurt,” or “I have feelings.” It just seems like I’m always “wrong,” always “selfish,” always “self-centered” and everything else that’s negative and destructive.
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