I’m partly somebody else trying to fit in and say the right things and do the right thing and be in the right place and wear what everybody else is wearing.
BEATRICE SPARKSI’ve got to sleep. Sleep is my only way to escape.
More Beatrice Sparks Quotes
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They have accepted me as an individual, as a personality, as an entity. I belong! I am important! I am somebody!
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Alone. The saddest word in the world.
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I would like to stay stoned all the time, it scares me it’s so good. I would like to stay stoned every minute of every day for the rest of my life.
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I can’t believe that I changed so little. I expected to look old and hollow and gray, but I guess it’s only me on the inside that has shriveled and deteriorated.
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My biggest mistake: not wanting to help myself into thinking I am happy, that change would come about without really trying to change, or wanting to change. Procrastinating about changing. I do want to change.
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I’m really cracking. No, I’m beyond cracking. I’m shattered. I’m lost. I’m fragmented.
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I guess I’ll never measure up to anyone’s expectations. I surely don’t measure up to what I’d like to be.
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The complete bottom has fallen out of my life.
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Sometimes fantasies are better than life.
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I’m not really sure which parts of myself are real and which parts are things I’ve gotten from books.
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I wouldn’t intentionally hurt anyone in this whole world. I wouldn’t hurt them physically or emotionally, how then can people so consistently do it to me?
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I’ve got to sleep. Sleep is my only way to escape.
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I bet the pill is harder to get than drugs–which shows how screwed up this world really is!
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The voice of every kid hooked on drugs, alcohol or the occult joins the sad chorus “Not me! I didn’t think it could ever happen to me. I was sure I could handle it.
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She didn’t know whether she was running away from something or running to something, but she admitted that deep in her heart she wanted to go home.
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