I bet the pill is harder to get than drugs–which shows how screwed up this world really is!
BEATRICE SPARKSI’m afraid to live and afraid to die.
More Beatrice Sparks Quotes
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My biggest mistake: not wanting to help myself into thinking I am happy, that change would come about without really trying to change, or wanting to change. Procrastinating about changing. I do want to change.
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I’m partly somebody else trying to fit in and say the right things and do the right thing and be in the right place and wear what everybody else is wearing.
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I wouldn’t intentionally hurt anyone in this whole world. I wouldn’t hurt them physically or emotionally, how then can people so consistently do it to me?
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I guess I’ll never measure up to anyone’s expectations. I surely don’t measure up to what I’d like to be.
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How is it possible for me to be so miserable and embarrassed and humiliated and beaten an function still talk and smile and concentrate?
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Nobody’s talking to me, but nobody’s hassling me either. I guess you can’t have everything.
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This morning when I left Mom’s parting words were, “Come straight home after school.” Wow! Like I’m going to get stoned at 3:30—it doesn’t sound so bad at that.
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Maybe the new me will be different.
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She didn’t know whether she was running away from something or running to something, but she admitted that deep in her heart she wanted to go home.
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I’m afraid to live and afraid to die.
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one day I’ll be old, without ever having really been young
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I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity.
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They don’t think “I care,” “I hurt,” or “I have feelings.” It just seems like I’m always “wrong,” always “selfish,” always “self-centered” and everything else that’s negative and destructive.
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Why is life so difficult? Why can’t we be just ourselves and have everyone accept us the way we are?
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Sometimes I think we’re all trying to be shadows of each other, trying to buy the same records and everything even if we don’t like them. Kids are like robots, off an assembly line, and I don’t want to be a robot!
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