The complete bottom has fallen out of my life.
BEATRICE SPARKSone day I’ll be old, without ever having really been young
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one day I’ll be old, without ever having really been young
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How can thoughts hurt so much when they aren’t even physical?
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I can’t believe that I changed so little. I expected to look old and hollow and gray, but I guess it’s only me on the inside that has shriveled and deteriorated.
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I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity.
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Maybe the new me will be different.
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I’m partly somebody else trying to fit in and say the right things and do the right thing and be in the right place and wear what everybody else is wearing.
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I pretend I’ve got lots of confidence and I’m a big jock and like that but deep inside I’m a frightened, insecure, can’t-make-it failure.
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I’m not really sure which parts of myself are real and which parts are things I’ve gotten from books.
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I bet the pill is harder to get than drugs–which shows how screwed up this world really is!
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They don’t think “I care,” “I hurt,” or “I have feelings.” It just seems like I’m always “wrong,” always “selfish,” always “self-centered” and everything else that’s negative and destructive.
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I’m afraid to live and afraid to die.
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Nobody’s talking to me, but nobody’s hassling me either. I guess you can’t have everything.
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She didn’t know whether she was running away from something or running to something, but she admitted that deep in her heart she wanted to go home.
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Sometimes fantasies are better than life.
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My biggest mistake: not wanting to help myself into thinking I am happy, that change would come about without really trying to change, or wanting to change. Procrastinating about changing. I do want to change.
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