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Nobody’s talking to me, but nobody’s hassling me either. I guess you can’t have everything.

Beatrice Sparks

My biggest mistake: not wanting to help myself into thinking I am happy, that change would come about without really trying to change, or wanting to change. Procrastinating about changing. I do want to change.
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Mistakes Thinking Trying
How can thoughts hurt so much when they aren’t even physical?
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Hurt Physical Thought
I feel like Alice in Wonderland. Maybe Lewis G Carroll was on drugs too.
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Drug Feels Wonderland
one day I’ll be old, without ever having really been young
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Old One Day Young
How is it possible for me to be so miserable and embarrassed and humiliated and beaten an function still talk and smile and concentrate?
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Embarrassed Function Miserable
The complete bottom has fallen out of my life.
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Bottom Complete Fallen Life
I’m not really sure which parts of myself are real and which parts are things I’ve gotten from books.
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Book Part Real Really
I’m afraid to live and afraid to die.
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Afraid Dies Live
They don’t think “I care,” “I hurt,” or “I have feelings.” It just seems like I’m always “wrong,” always “selfish,” always “self-centered” and everything else that’s negative and destructive.
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Hurt Selfish Thinking
I’m partly somebody else trying to fit in and say the right things and do the right thing and be in the right place and wear what everybody else is wearing.
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Kids Shadow Thinking
It’s a good thing most people bleed on the inside or this would be a gory, blood-smeared earth.
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Blood Life People
I pretend I’ve got lots of confidence and I’m a big jock and like that but deep inside I’m a frightened, insecure, can’t-make-it failure.
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Frightened Insecure Jocks
I guess I’ll never measure up to anyone’s expectations. I surely don’t measure up to what I’d like to be.
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Expectations Like Measure
I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity.
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Humanity Small Parts
They have accepted me as an individual, as a personality, as an entity. I belong! I am important! I am somebody!
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Important Individual Personality Something
I’ve got to sleep. Sleep is my only way to escape.
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Escape Sleep Way

Nobody’s talking to me, but nobody’s hassling me either. I guess you can’t have everything.

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