I’m really cracking. No, I’m beyond cracking. I’m shattered. I’m lost. I’m fragmented.
BEATRICE SPARKSThey don’t think “I care,” “I hurt,” or “I have feelings.” It just seems like I’m always “wrong,” always “selfish,” always “self-centered” and everything else that’s negative and destructive.
More Beatrice Sparks Quotes
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I’m partly somebody else trying to fit in and say the right things and do the right thing and be in the right place and wear what everybody else is wearing.
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How is it possible for me to be so miserable and embarrassed and humiliated and beaten an function still talk and smile and concentrate?
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It’s a good thing most people bleed on the inside or this would be a gory, blood-smeared earth.
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My biggest mistake: not wanting to help myself into thinking I am happy, that change would come about without really trying to change, or wanting to change. Procrastinating about changing. I do want to change.
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Lying – remembering beauty in truth.
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They don’t think “I care,” “I hurt,” or “I have feelings.” It just seems like I’m always “wrong,” always “selfish,” always “self-centered” and everything else that’s negative and destructive.
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I’ve got to sleep. Sleep is my only way to escape.
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I pretend I’ve got lots of confidence and I’m a big jock and like that but deep inside I’m a frightened, insecure, can’t-make-it failure.
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I’m not really sure which parts of myself are real and which parts are things I’ve gotten from books.
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one day I’ll be old, without ever having really been young
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Nobody’s talking to me, but nobody’s hassling me either. I guess you can’t have everything.
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Alone. The saddest word in the world.
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I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity.
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I feel like Alice in Wonderland. Maybe Lewis G Carroll was on drugs too.
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The voice of every kid hooked on drugs, alcohol or the occult joins the sad chorus “Not me! I didn’t think it could ever happen to me. I was sure I could handle it.
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