I’ll give you my help but not my heart.
These pills still won’t fill the hole you left behind.
I began at the end of you.
Forgive me for not knowing we could bloom together.
I wish I could go back and love you in all the ways I know how to now.
You satisfied your thirst as I drowned.
She said fuck this and became her own muse.
You are allowed to change your mind.
You loved me in a glasshouse.
The truth is I would drown In your depths if you’d let me.
Peace on earth starts with peace within.
They say eyes don’t lie, but I mistook the distance in your eyes for depth.
How unfair that I can force my hands to let go before they are ready but not my heart.
I wonder what it would be like if I took care of my body as well as I take care of your memory.
Its awfully funny how you think I’m fine.
I was only in love with the way you made me feel.
I love you, and I’m so sorry I don’t know how to.
Poetry was my gateway drug to you.
Please be gentle with me I am trying to forget what I can’t remember.
Let me teach you the language of love you’ve never spoken.
Love me or leave me but don’t leave me in love.
I am laden with body memories from lifetimes I don’t remember.
I’m not unreasonable I just think it’s very reasonable you would fall in love with me.
It seems to me a cruelty beauty and tragedies are lovers.
I’ve only ever wanted to be new.
She was always falling in love with the complexities of the human heart.
I know the way isn’t clear hold steady anyway.