I’ve only ever wanted to be new.
HADLEY ALLISONI’ve only ever wanted to be new.
HADLEY ALLISONLet me show you just how bad good love can be.
HADLEY ALLISONMy darling, how lonely it is to love you.
HADLEY ALLISONI hope in my next life I am able to heal the pain I caused you.
HADLEY ALLISONThis year I will try to be thankful for me.
HADLEY ALLISONI wonder what it would be like if I took care of my body as well as I take care of your memory.
HADLEY ALLISONI was perfect until I broke.
HADLEY ALLISONI wish I could go back and love you in all the ways I know how to now.
HADLEY ALLISONI was only in love with the way you made me feel.
HADLEY ALLISONThese pills still won’t fill the hole you left behind.
HADLEY ALLISONI am so sorry; you see, I wanted to love you, but I had to be free.
HADLEY ALLISONLet me teach you the language of love you’ve never spoken.
HADLEY ALLISONLove me or leave me but don’t leave me in love.
HADLEY ALLISONPlease be gentle with me I am trying to forget what I can’t remember.
HADLEY ALLISONI know the way isn’t clear hold steady anyway.
HADLEY ALLISONHow unfair that I can force my hands to let go before they are ready but not my heart.
HADLEY ALLISON