I was only in love with the way you made me feel.
HADLEY ALLISONI was only in love with the way you made me feel.
HADLEY ALLISONHow unfair that I can force my hands to let go before they are ready but not my heart.
HADLEY ALLISONForgive me for not knowing we could bloom together.
HADLEY ALLISONI’m not unreasonable I just think it’s very reasonable you would fall in love with me.
HADLEY ALLISONYou loved me in a glasshouse.
HADLEY ALLISONAnd sometimes love looks like choosing.
HADLEY ALLISONYou only knew the parts of me you accepted in yourself.
HADLEY ALLISONI was perfect until I broke.
HADLEY ALLISONThese pills still won’t fill the hole you left behind.
HADLEY ALLISONI’ll give you my help but not my heart.
HADLEY ALLISONYour absence is the loudest presence I have ever known.
HADLEY ALLISONI am jealous of the wind because she gets to touch you.
HADLEY ALLISONI’ve only ever wanted to be new.
HADLEY ALLISONI hope in my next life I am able to heal the pain I caused you.
HADLEY ALLISONYou satisfied your thirst as I drowned.
HADLEY ALLISONI am laden with body memories from lifetimes I don’t remember.
HADLEY ALLISON