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I’ve got to sleep. Sleep is my only way to escape.

Beatrice Sparks

I’m partly somebody else trying to fit in and say the right things and do the right thing and be in the right place and wear what everybody else is wearing.
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Kids Shadow Thinking
How can thoughts hurt so much when they aren’t even physical?
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Hurt Physical Thought
Sometimes fantasies are better than life.
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Better Fantasy Life Sometimes
I’m afraid to live and afraid to die.
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Afraid Dies Live
They don’t think “I care,” “I hurt,” or “I have feelings.” It just seems like I’m always “wrong,” always “selfish,” always “self-centered” and everything else that’s negative and destructive.
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Hurt Selfish Thinking
They have accepted me as an individual, as a personality, as an entity. I belong! I am important! I am somebody!
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Important Individual Personality Something
The voice of every kid hooked on drugs, alcohol or the occult joins the sad chorus “Not me! I didn’t think it could ever happen to me. I was sure I could handle it.
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Kids Thinking Voice
The complete bottom has fallen out of my life.
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Bottom Complete Fallen Life
Why is life so difficult? Why can’t we be just ourselves and have everyone accept us the way we are?
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Accepting Difficult Way
Alone. The saddest word in the world.
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Saddest World
Even my parents treat me like I’m stupid and inferior and ever short. I guess I’ll never measure up to anyone’s expectations. I surely don’t measure up to what I’d like to be.
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Even Expectation Inferior Measure
I feel like Alice in Wonderland. Maybe Lewis G Carroll was on drugs too.
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Drug Feels Wonderland
I can’t believe that I changed so little. I expected to look old and hollow and gray, but I guess it’s only me on the inside that has shriveled and deteriorated.
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Believe Littles Looks
She didn’t know whether she was running away from something or running to something, but she admitted that deep in her heart she wanted to go home.
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Heart Home Running
I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity.
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Humanity Small Parts
It’s a good thing most people bleed on the inside or this would be a gory, blood-smeared earth.
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Blood Life People

I’ve got to sleep. Sleep is my only way to escape.

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