How can thoughts hurt so much when they aren’t even physical?
BEATRICE SPARKSI’ve got to sleep. Sleep is my only way to escape.
More Beatrice Sparks Quotes
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I would like to stay stoned all the time, it scares me it’s so good. I would like to stay stoned every minute of every day for the rest of my life.
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I can’t believe that I changed so little. I expected to look old and hollow and gray, but I guess it’s only me on the inside that has shriveled and deteriorated.
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I’m not really sure which parts of myself are real and which parts are things I’ve gotten from books.
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I’m really cracking. No, I’m beyond cracking. I’m shattered. I’m lost. I’m fragmented.
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They have accepted me as an individual, as a personality, as an entity. I belong! I am important! I am somebody!
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How is it possible for me to be so miserable and embarrassed and humiliated and beaten an function still talk and smile and concentrate?
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one day I’ll be old, without ever having really been young
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Why is life so difficult? Why can’t we be just ourselves and have everyone accept us the way we are?
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She didn’t know whether she was running away from something or running to something, but she admitted that deep in her heart she wanted to go home.
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I pretend I’ve got lots of confidence and I’m a big jock and like that but deep inside I’m a frightened, insecure, can’t-make-it failure.
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Sometimes I think we’re all trying to be shadows of each other, trying to buy the same records and everything even if we don’t like them. Kids are like robots, off an assembly line, and I don’t want to be a robot!
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My biggest mistake: not wanting to help myself into thinking I am happy, that change would come about without really trying to change, or wanting to change. Procrastinating about changing. I do want to change.
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I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity.
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I wouldn’t intentionally hurt anyone in this whole world. I wouldn’t hurt them physically or emotionally, how then can people so consistently do it to me?
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The voice of every kid hooked on drugs, alcohol or the occult joins the sad chorus “Not me! I didn’t think it could ever happen to me. I was sure I could handle it.
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