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I’m not really sure which parts of myself are real and which parts are things I’ve gotten from books.

Beatrice Sparks

The complete bottom has fallen out of my life.
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Bottom Complete Fallen Life
Why is life so difficult? Why can’t we be just ourselves and have everyone accept us the way we are?
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Accepting Difficult Way
I’ve got to sleep. Sleep is my only way to escape.
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Escape Sleep Way
How can thoughts hurt so much when they aren’t even physical?
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Hurt Physical Thought
How is it possible for me to be so miserable and embarrassed and humiliated and beaten an function still talk and smile and concentrate?
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Embarrassed Function Miserable
I guess I’ll never measure up to anyone’s expectations. I surely don’t measure up to what I’d like to be.
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Expectations Like Measure
one day I’ll be old, without ever having really been young
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Old One Day Young
Maybe the new me will be different.
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Different Maybe New
Sometimes fantasies are better than life.
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Better Fantasy Life Sometimes
Lying – remembering beauty in truth.
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Beauty Lying Remember Truth
I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity.
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Humanity Small Parts
They don’t think “I care,” “I hurt,” or “I have feelings.” It just seems like I’m always “wrong,” always “selfish,” always “self-centered” and everything else that’s negative and destructive.
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Hurt Selfish Thinking
I’m really cracking. No, I’m beyond cracking. I’m shattered. I’m lost. I’m fragmented.
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Fragmented Lost Shattered
Sometimes I think we’re all trying to be shadows of each other, trying to buy the same records and everything even if we don’t like them. Kids are like robots, off an assembly line, and I don’t want to be a robot!
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Assembly Everything Record Robot Same Shadow
I bet the pill is harder to get than drugs–which shows how screwed up this world really is!
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Drugs Harder Pills Show World
Even my parents treat me like I’m stupid and inferior and ever short. I guess I’ll never measure up to anyone’s expectations. I surely don’t measure up to what I’d like to be.
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Even Expectation Inferior Measure

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