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I’m not really sure which parts of myself are real and which parts are things I’ve gotten from books.

Beatrice Sparks

I guess I’ll never measure up to anyone’s expectations. I surely don’t measure up to what I’d like to be.
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Expectations Like Measure
My biggest mistake: not wanting to help myself into thinking I am happy, that change would come about without really trying to change, or wanting to change. Procrastinating about changing. I do want to change.
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Mistakes Thinking Trying
Nobody’s talking to me, but nobody’s hassling me either. I guess you can’t have everything.
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Everything Guess Nobody Talking
I feel like Alice in Wonderland. Maybe Lewis G Carroll was on drugs too.
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Drug Feels Wonderland
Lying – remembering beauty in truth.
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Beauty Lying Remember Truth
They don’t think “I care,” “I hurt,” or “I have feelings.” It just seems like I’m always “wrong,” always “selfish,” always “self-centered” and everything else that’s negative and destructive.
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Hurt Selfish Thinking
They have accepted me as an individual, as a personality, as an entity. I belong! I am important! I am somebody!
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Important Individual Personality Something
How can thoughts hurt so much when they aren’t even physical?
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Hurt Physical Thought
I’m afraid to live and afraid to die.
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Afraid Dies Live
I can’t believe that I changed so little. I expected to look old and hollow and gray, but I guess it’s only me on the inside that has shriveled and deteriorated.
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Believe Littles Looks
It’s a good thing most people bleed on the inside or this would be a gory, blood-smeared earth.
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Blood Life People
Alone. The saddest word in the world.
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Saddest World
I’m not really sure which parts of myself are real and which parts are things I’ve gotten from books.
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Book Part Real Really
The complete bottom has fallen out of my life.
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Bottom Complete Fallen Life
I bet the pill is harder to get than drugs–which shows how screwed up this world really is!
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Drugs Harder Pills Show World
I’ve got to sleep. Sleep is my only way to escape.
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Escape Sleep Way

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