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How is it possible for me to be so miserable and embarrassed and humiliated and beaten an function still talk and smile and concentrate?

Beatrice Sparks

I’m afraid to live and afraid to die.
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Afraid Dies Live
Sometimes fantasies are better than life.
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Better Fantasy Life Sometimes
It’s a good thing most people bleed on the inside or this would be a gory, blood-smeared earth.
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Blood Life People
I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity.
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Humanity Small Parts
Maybe the new me will be different.
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Different Maybe New
I feel like Alice in Wonderland. Maybe Lewis G Carroll was on drugs too.
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Drug Feels Wonderland
They don’t think “I care,” “I hurt,” or “I have feelings.” It just seems like I’m always “wrong,” always “selfish,” always “self-centered” and everything else that’s negative and destructive.
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Hurt Selfish Thinking
Alone. The saddest word in the world.
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Saddest World
The complete bottom has fallen out of my life.
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Bottom Complete Fallen Life
How can thoughts hurt so much when they aren’t even physical?
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Hurt Physical Thought
Even my parents treat me like I’m stupid and inferior and ever short. I guess I’ll never measure up to anyone’s expectations. I surely don’t measure up to what I’d like to be.
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Even Expectation Inferior Measure
one day I’ll be old, without ever having really been young
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Old One Day Young
My biggest mistake: not wanting to help myself into thinking I am happy, that change would come about without really trying to change, or wanting to change. Procrastinating about changing. I do want to change.
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Mistakes Thinking Trying
The voice of every kid hooked on drugs, alcohol or the occult joins the sad chorus “Not me! I didn’t think it could ever happen to me. I was sure I could handle it.
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Kids Thinking Voice
I’m partly somebody else trying to fit in and say the right things and do the right thing and be in the right place and wear what everybody else is wearing.
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Kids Shadow Thinking
I guess I’ll never measure up to anyone’s expectations. I surely don’t measure up to what I’d like to be.
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Expectations Like Measure

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