She didn’t know whether she was running away from something or running to something, but she admitted that deep in her heart she wanted to go home.
BEATRICE SPARKSHow is it possible for me to be so miserable and embarrassed and humiliated and beaten an function still talk and smile and concentrate?
More Beatrice Sparks Quotes
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I’m afraid to live and afraid to die.
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They have accepted me as an individual, as a personality, as an entity. I belong! I am important! I am somebody!
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The complete bottom has fallen out of my life.
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Even my parents treat me like I’m stupid and inferior and ever short. I guess I’ll never measure up to anyone’s expectations. I surely don’t measure up to what I’d like to be.
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Maybe the new me will be different.
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I can’t believe that I changed so little. I expected to look old and hollow and gray, but I guess it’s only me on the inside that has shriveled and deteriorated.
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I wouldn’t intentionally hurt anyone in this whole world. I wouldn’t hurt them physically or emotionally, how then can people so consistently do it to me?
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Alone. The saddest word in the world.
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How can thoughts hurt so much when they aren’t even physical?
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I’m really cracking. No, I’m beyond cracking. I’m shattered. I’m lost. I’m fragmented.
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I bet the pill is harder to get than drugs–which shows how screwed up this world really is!
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one day I’ll be old, without ever having really been young
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I’m partly somebody else trying to fit in and say the right things and do the right thing and be in the right place and wear what everybody else is wearing.
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My biggest mistake: not wanting to help myself into thinking I am happy, that change would come about without really trying to change, or wanting to change. Procrastinating about changing. I do want to change.
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Lying – remembering beauty in truth.
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