I’ve got to sleep. Sleep is my only way to escape.
BEATRICE SPARKSMaybe the new me will be different.
More Beatrice Sparks Quotes
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I guess I’ll never measure up to anyone’s expectations. I surely don’t measure up to what I’d like to be.
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Nobody’s talking to me, but nobody’s hassling me either. I guess you can’t have everything.
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They have accepted me as an individual, as a personality, as an entity. I belong! I am important! I am somebody!
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The complete bottom has fallen out of my life.
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I would like to stay stoned all the time, it scares me it’s so good. I would like to stay stoned every minute of every day for the rest of my life.
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I’m really cracking. No, I’m beyond cracking. I’m shattered. I’m lost. I’m fragmented.
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They don’t think “I care,” “I hurt,” or “I have feelings.” It just seems like I’m always “wrong,” always “selfish,” always “self-centered” and everything else that’s negative and destructive.
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Alone. The saddest word in the world.
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I’m not really sure which parts of myself are real and which parts are things I’ve gotten from books.
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I feel like Alice in Wonderland. Maybe Lewis G Carroll was on drugs too.
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I bet the pill is harder to get than drugs–which shows how screwed up this world really is!
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Sometimes fantasies are better than life.
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Sometimes I think we’re all trying to be shadows of each other, trying to buy the same records and everything even if we don’t like them. Kids are like robots, off an assembly line, and I don’t want to be a robot!
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The voice of every kid hooked on drugs, alcohol or the occult joins the sad chorus “Not me! I didn’t think it could ever happen to me. I was sure I could handle it.
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I pretend I’ve got lots of confidence and I’m a big jock and like that but deep inside I’m a frightened, insecure, can’t-make-it failure.
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