All this sadness longs to be touched.
VESMIRAll this sadness longs to be touched.
VESMIRAll my life has been a struggle to know, what to hold on and what to let go, but still, i end up sitting in the corner of the room with a flickering candle, whimpering, naked, shuddering, lost.
VESMIRThose that are drunk in love, shall forever talk to the moon.
VESMIRShe is the old school hard love, your modern brittle love can’t afford to carry.
VESMIRFor once I wanna look back and not sigh.
VESMIRA love that stays will always remain secondary to the one that left, but isn’t it a shame to worship that which left in place off that which stayed.
VESMIRI am not what I write but I want to be.
VESMIRBut fear is love that has been convinced that it never belonged.
VESMIRStop giving your infant heart/ wrapped in blind vows/ white lies/ and a haunted past/ stop asking for love/ if you don’t know how to give any/ stop hurting others/ stop it/ stop it/ just fucking stop it.
VESMIRAnd that is how time heals, not by erasing but by blurring all the memories.
VESMIRI’m still figuring out, how to talk about how I feel- which is a lot.
VESMIRYou are like a wrecked ship in the depths of the ocean, collapsed and eroded but still, full of pearl oysters.
VESMIRBut the act of holding on speaks to me so much more about a human heart than the courage of letting go ever could.
VESMIRI will feel whatever the fuck I want to feel.
VESMIREven if you look for peace in the places you won the war, you will not find any.
VESMIRYou don’t know how to love, so you give it all. But isn’t that how one should love? by giving all of it.
VESMIR