I still know the fabric of where I begin and end.
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I’d get lost in this green, ferns leaning against the trees, soil stuck to my feet, never dream of finding my way back again.
SchuylerSchuyler There will be a time where this hurts less and it will not mean it didn’t matter. It means that in the face of feeling something precious slip in my hands, I will always find a way back to myself.
SchuylerSchuyler Some mornings, I like to live like a secret; wake as quietly as I can, slip out of bed without so much as a wrinkle.
SchuylerSchuyler How radiant you are, waiting by the window, watching for the sun to grant you more time to dance beneath it. You’ve let yourself dream again. Even if its in bites, even if it’s in a different voice than it used to be.
SchuylerSchuyler I descend into an unopened sky, the ocean floor, the final embrace of a graveyard. Find your fill of me before my blue pales like a sour moon.
SchuylerSchuyler In a dream, my fingertips pulse. I’ll be patient in my blooming. In a dream, I let time pass through open hands.
SchuylerSchuyler I allow myself to be a weathervane; receive every feeling that greets the shore of me.
SchuylerSchuyler I’m writing about moving again, and when I write about moving, I really mean beginning. I’m beginning again.
SchuylerSchuyler Take me back to the evergreen trees; to the sunlight through the leaves, the bending ferns and fronds. The pitter of the rain, the smooth rocks sleeping under moss. Take me back to the life I know before this body.
SchuylerSchuyler I want to wade into the water on the sidewalk, crawl out of this feeling without giving it a name. Take a lighter to love’s sticky edges so its sadness isn’t caught in my throat.
SchuylerSchuyler We’ve never seen what a happy life could look like if we chose to spend it by ourselves – sharing our beautiful lives with friends, family members, the occasional crush, and lounging out in that quiet space alone as if an idyllic sunned beach.
SchuylerSchuyler Hold me here, where I feel less like a stranger to my own laughter. Where it’s easier to believe things happen for a reason or maybe, at least, out of a thousand winding roads my life might take, I will still find one that fits me.
SchuylerSchuyler In a dream, I’m holding you close and when I wake, I do. How lucky, to want and have.
SchuylerSchuyler People have been washed away by less. I’ll take every step gently. So often, you can’t tell the rush of a riptide until you’re already at sea.
SchuylerSchuyler I sit on the bare floor, leave my palms unturned, and watch relief pool into one hand, and uncertainty in the next. I will try not to lean more one way or another, but let them hold each other as company.
SchuylerSchuyler We’re in spring and I have learned how to be gentle and sharp; strong bark on budding trees. Hold out your hands. I’ll leave a pink kiss and a pocket knife.
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And that is how time heals, not by erasing but by blurring all the memories.
VesmirVesmir Let me follow my dream. Let me follow my queen.
Moses AlexanderMoses Alexander Be kind to yourself, the way you would be to someone you love.
Courtney PeppernellCourtney Peppernell We need to surrender ourselves to the water before we can climb the spiral ladder.
Nikol MejdnNikol Mejdn You gave me the courage to rise but my darling robin why did you fly leaving me behind these four walls all alone?
Ophelia ScarlettOphelia Scarlett Giving up your dreams is easy, but ask yourself is it really easy to live without dreams?
Sania AbbasSania Abbas It’s funny how we say a person ‘made’ us when they actually broke us. Sort of like how I say ‘funny’ – but I actually mean sad.
Ranata SuzukiRanata Suzuki You can’t keep living backwards – Reminiscing on what was, And terrified to pursue What could be.
J.S BrownJ.S Brown
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Maybe our story didn’t end the way we planned but, Neither did the beginning. Regardless, our story will remain as one of my fondest memories.
J.S BrownJ.S Brown Listen to the cry of a woman in labor at the hour of giving birth — look at the dying man’s struggle at his last extremity, and then tell me whether something that begins and ends thus could be intended for enjoyment.
Soren KierkegaardSoren Kierkegaard If a man will begin with certainties, he shall end in doubts; but if he will be content to begin with doubts, he shall end in certainties.
Francis BaconFrancis Bacon Prose is when all the lines except the last go on to the end. Poetry is when some of them fall short of it.
Jeremy BenthamJeremy Bentham In the end generosity is the best way of becoming more, more, and more joyful.
Tutu DesmondTutu Desmond Sometimes you have to chop off the dead ends so that you can continue To grow in a healthy direction.
J.S BrownJ.S Brown Every fairytale has its own hell but there’s always heaven in the end.
Saloni VermaSaloni Verma He treated her like a ghost, not wonder her memory haunted him long after she was gone.
Mark AnthonyMark Anthony