On my worst days, my brain tries to trick me into wishing I stayed. It’s really trying to convince me that I didn’t deserve to survive.
MAGGIE BOWYERThere are days I want to pretend you are just a call away.
More Maggie Bowyer Quotes
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Speak to me again, so I’m writing another poem I’ll never send.
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I was only ten the first time I remember getting stabbed. My agony pierced the air with a sickening scream.
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I should have known the moment your lips met mine that we were having an affair with borrowed time.
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You’ve retracted your rays of warmth. You’ve pulled the clouds to cover sunlight. I think everyone is growing more concerned as the days keep passing and you’re still absent.
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I can scream into every passing storm cloud, but that will not bring you back. I can yell at god as i sob over crinkled pictures, but all i can grasp are memories.
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When you are starved for a moment of relief, you’ll eat their poison by the mouth full, no questions until the digestion leads to new problems.
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Be proud of a body that bares the burden of being buried only to bloom.
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I screamed and cried but only because i wanted to make this right. Instead, I sat alone, shivering watching the evening turn into night.
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The last time you backstabbed me I grew a backbone. I should thank you.
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There are days I want to pretend you are just a call away.
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My wells have run dry, but not because i miss you any less, I finally accept that this is life.
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If we found out tomorrow that oxygen was poisonous I would try to spend forever in your exhales.
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Don’t you know that shedding your pain only makes it reverberate.
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You’d read between my lines, You’d seen truths I had tried to deny all my life. You had read poems that were tucked neatly under my sheets, words I never meant anyone to read.
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I’d rather suffer in silence than be subjected to deafening stares. I feel like I’m in an abusive relationship with my body, no one can see the bruises.
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