I’d rather suffer in silence than be subjected to deafening stares. I feel like I’m in an abusive relationship with my body, no one can see the bruises.
MAGGIE BOWYERYou’d read between my lines, You’d seen truths I had tried to deny all my life. You had read poems that were tucked neatly under my sheets, words I never meant anyone to read.
More Maggie Bowyer Quotes
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The last time you backstabbed me I grew a backbone. I should thank you.
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I can scream into every passing storm cloud, but that will not bring you back. I can yell at god as i sob over crinkled pictures, but all i can grasp are memories.
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I should have known the moment your lips met mine that we were having an affair with borrowed time.
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Two showers a day and I’m still a thousand more from washing you away.
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Be proud of a body that bares the burden of being buried only to bloom.
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I was only ten the first time I remember getting stabbed. My agony pierced the air with a sickening scream.
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I should have known when I started to fall in love, It was never meant to last long.
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You were right I don’t think I was good for your mental health But I highly doubt anyone could be.
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I want to carve my insides out with a rusty spoon. It would be less painful.
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Speak to me again, so I’m writing another poem I’ll never send.
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I knew i was losing you, But when you tossed me into the mail box it finally hit me- I was losing me.
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I’m stoned on a nice boat ride. I fake a smile, you fake a life.
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These words crash over and threaten to destroy me. I cannot find the stars so far beneath these waves of insecurity and mistrust, their light has seemed to vanish.
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December sinks in like a cold shouldered old friend. I try to stretch, reach my toes, but my own bones feel covered in snow.
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There are versions of myself I will never recover, stolen by moments i will forever remember.
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Is this pain ripping me, ripping us apart, really just psychosomatic?
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If we found out tomorrow that oxygen was poisonous I would try to spend forever in your exhales.
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On my worst days, my brain tries to trick me into wishing I stayed. It’s really trying to convince me that I didn’t deserve to survive.
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There are days I want to pretend you are just a call away.
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When you are starved for a moment of relief, you’ll eat their poison by the mouth full, no questions until the digestion leads to new problems.
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The burns didn’t hurt this badly when we were on fire.
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You’d read between my lines, You’d seen truths I had tried to deny all my life. You had read poems that were tucked neatly under my sheets, words I never meant anyone to read.
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I want to find my soul rather than lose it.
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I’m not sure if I’m to blame for all my relationship failures. But when I look at the wreckage I am the only commonality.
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I am an emotional equation, continually miscalculation, escalation, you should be elated!
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Am i meant to untangle the knots in my own muscles? Do they think its as simple as a few tangles in my own hair?
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