I want to carve my insides out with a rusty spoon. It would be less painful.
MAGGIE BOWYERI can scream into every passing storm cloud, but that will not bring you back. I can yell at god as i sob over crinkled pictures, but all i can grasp are memories.
More Maggie Bowyer Quotes
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You were right I don’t think I was good for your mental health But I highly doubt anyone could be.
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I knew i was losing you, But when you tossed me into the mail box it finally hit me- I was losing me.
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If we found out tomorrow that oxygen was poisonous I would try to spend forever in your exhales.
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It has been years now and you still remain, blood stains splattered across my brain. Its not that you were the first woman that I loved, you were the first person I memorized properly.
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You’ve retracted your rays of warmth. You’ve pulled the clouds to cover sunlight. I think everyone is growing more concerned as the days keep passing and you’re still absent.
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The very act of surviving in a world that does nothing but reject you is an act of revolution.
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There are days I want to pretend you are just a call away.
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I’m not sure if I’m to blame for all my relationship failures. But when I look at the wreckage I am the only commonality.
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Am i meant to untangle the knots in my own muscles? Do they think its as simple as a few tangles in my own hair?
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What started as a friendly fire quickly turned into assassination. What did i do to jump to number one in your hit list?
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You’d read between my lines, You’d seen truths I had tried to deny all my life. You had read poems that were tucked neatly under my sheets, words I never meant anyone to read.
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The grace of being home is that i no longer have to waste energy on looking okay.
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There are versions of myself I will never recover, stolen by moments i will forever remember.
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I’m stoned on a nice boat ride. I fake a smile, you fake a life.
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I screamed and cried but only because i wanted to make this right. Instead, I sat alone, shivering watching the evening turn into night.
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