Go fuck yourself.
CHELSIE DIANEGo fuck yourself.
CHELSIE DIANEYou say: you are mourning a man that could not love you. Full stop. Cover the last word. There’s the truth.
CHELSIE DIANEOne tornado I lived through got the house.
CHELSIE DIANEThis morning I tell the kindest man on earth after two dates, you are good and you are not my man. My man is not as good as you.
CHELSIE DIANEI took the bobblehead of him off his refrigerator and kissed it.
CHELSIE DIANEYou’re rolling me in coffee hands I’m u-turn smoked rubber coming back- oh I’m spent, ask on the still.
CHELSIE DIANEI meet you and know suddenly and horribly there is no difference between sex and war that I must die to get that close to touching god.
CHELSIE DIANEI found my old diary tonight. A brokenness I had forgotten pen pressured so deep it punctured page. I ran my fingers over my words and there inside ridges black I found a little girl desperate for someone to save her, desperate for the very woman I have become.
CHELSIE DIANEMy brother has not spoken to me in years. Something to do with Donald Trump or Jesus Christ or our horrible stepfather.
CHELSIE DIANEA twenty three year old hits on me in a coffee shop in venice, and I ask him if father is single.
CHELSIE DIANEWhen I was six I fell on a broken window. Once I realized no one was coming I stopped screaming and pulled the shard from my middle. This is life for some of us. This has been life for me.
CHELSIE DIANEI should now admit I once made a fake account just to talk to you once more.
CHELSIE DIANEIf your mother does not love you well or is no longer here to love you well, may you feel worthy enough to open to the thousand tiny ways the spirit of mother longs to love you today.
CHELSIE DIANEThe argentinian kisses me on a beach in tulum.
CHELSIE DIANEI want you as a lemon the waiter brings on a tiny white plate. I want him to watch while I squeeze you into my mouth and swallow the rind.
CHELSIE DIANEGood morning. The sun is 93 million miles away her light takes 8 minutes to find you each day. You are on purpose.
CHELSIE DIANE