I have a horror of being self-indulgent and wasting time, and there is that risk in doing this kind of work. Are you totally deluded in sitting down at a desk every day and trying to write something? Is it self-indulgent, or might it possibly lead to something worthwhile?
BEN FOUNTAIN
BEN FOUNTAIN
Ben Fountain on self
Ben Fountain33 quotes“I have a horror of being self-indulgent and wasting time, and there is that risk in doing this kind of work. Are you totally deluded in sitting down at a desk every day and trying to write something? Is it self-indulgent, or might it possibly lead to something worthwhile?”
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From about the age of 15 or 16 I’d had the notion that I wanted to write fiction, and I’d done enough in college to satisfy myself that I had a knack for it – I wouldn’t call it “talent” – though I wondered if I’d ever have the guts to actually commit to it.
Ben FountainBen Fountain I got brilliant stories from people who’d never set foot in an MFA program and had published very little, and terrible stories from people who’d published a lot and had all the credentials. It was all over the map and that was part of the fun.
Ben FountainBen Fountain If you want to write, then write; if you don’t want to write, then don’t write. I fell into the former category, and I just made the decision that I’d keep on because I liked it and might someday do something decent.
Ben FountainBen Fountain At a certain point I decided to keep on because I felt like the work was getting better, and I was taking great pleasure in that.
Ben FountainBen Fountain I kept going back while I was writing the novel – which never sold, may it rest in peace – and by the time it was finished I had too many connections to Haiti to walk away.
Ben FountainBen Fountain Somewhere along the way America became a giant mall with a country attached.
Ben FountainBen Fountain Haiti is unique – the first successful slave revolt in history, the first black republic etc., and then when you get into the culture, the voodoo, and that wonderful synchretization of Christian and African belief and symbology, it’s like nothing the world has ever seen.
Ben FountainBen Fountain It’s amazing what happens when you stick yourself in a place and let things take their more or less natural course.
Ben FountainBen Fountain Eruptions of talent continue to happen in Haiti, in spite of everything.
Ben FountainBen Fountain The Kessler Theater is one such gem, an Art Deco beauty … for a slice of real life, there’s always the Kessler.
Ben FountainBen Fountain I really had to decide why I was writing. I had no interest in going back to law; I very briefly – for about six hours – considered going to get my MBA, but in the end, I realized that the only work I really wanted to do was write.
Ben FountainBen Fountain I started publishing stories in small magazines early on, but after seven or eight or nine years you feel like you need a little more than that to show for your efforts.
Ben FountainBen Fountain I think if you spend much time dwelling on influence you can get self-conscious about every line you write. That’s a great way to freeze up.
Ben FountainBen Fountain I thought when I started writing that I’d have a book out in four or five years, and as it became apparent that that wasn’t going to happen, I became increasingly frustrated and unsure of myself.
Ben FountainBen Fountain I realized I was never going to have any peace with myself unless I made an honest stab at trying to write.
Ben FountainBen Fountain Maybe the light’s at the other end of the tunnel.
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