I was in love with my own chaos, gripping tightly onto fantasies, falling into traps that swallowed me whole. I am in awe of how chaotic I am, as falling hard into my own trap saved me from who I became.
AVA NICOLEI was in love with my own chaos, gripping tightly onto fantasies, falling into traps that swallowed me whole. I am in awe of how chaotic I am, as falling hard into my own trap saved me from who I became.
AVA NICOLEShe is everything and nothing at all.
AVA NICOLEIt’s hard when all you want is the sky, chasing after the hues of pinks and blues, feeling that for once you’ve got a grip on clouds that swoosh through storms of your own. But it’s worse when you ask for the sun and receiving the soil stuck to your feet.
AVA NICOLEMy headspace is a playground and I’m still delayed in its construction.
AVA NICOLEWe start looking for approval from strangers when we feel we can’t approve of ourselves.
AVA NICOLEWe are perfectly imperfect human beings.
AVA NICOLEI love the little things in life but when it comes to me, why do I find those little things about myself hard to love? I am everything I need.
AVA NICOLEThe lava that erupts from the volcanoes has been reoccurring for far too long and even tho I’ve been warned that my lava can burn others I can’t help but erupt at the possibility that someone will want to burn for me.
AVA NICOLENever pause on your needs to fulfill another person’s desires.
AVA NICOLEThe beauty in the suffering is not the lack of love they have, it’s the depth of love they swam into that drowned them among their highest waters.
AVA NICOLEIf you’ve ever climbed mountains, in the most intense storms. And all they ever did was walk up a hill on a clear day for you, you have so much love in you. Never settle for the hill for someday, someone will be at the top of the mountain.
AVA NICOLEMy flower’s roots glue me down among the wet soil in which the thunder has stunned my growth. Maybe I’ve already grown through the storms and the sun is delayed in its rising.
AVA NICOLEYou can’t appreciate the sunshine if you’ve never stood in the rain.
AVA NICOLEEvery day is an up and down spiral I have become a hurricane coming in with no warning ceasing to understand where my destruction has come from at all.
AVA NICOLEPeople who do not make room to love you, simply do not make room to love themselves.
AVA NICOLEIt’s okay to water your own plants. Expecting the rain to come when your plants haven’t fully grown, will stall your blooming. Don’t wait for others.
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