Have I been buried alive by chronic pain? I can taste the dirt as they put me in the earth, thick on my lips like the honey that drips down my lips.
MAGGIE BOWYERIt has been years now and you still remain, blood stains splattered across my brain. Its not that you were the first woman that I loved, you were the first person I memorized properly.
More Maggie Bowyer Quotes
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Is this pain ripping me, ripping us apart, really just psychosomatic?
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I’d rather suffer in silence than be subjected to deafening stares. I feel like I’m in an abusive relationship with my body, no one can see the bruises.
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Am i meant to untangle the knots in my own muscles? Do they think its as simple as a few tangles in my own hair?
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Be proud of a body that bares the burden of being buried only to bloom.
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You’ve retracted your rays of warmth. You’ve pulled the clouds to cover sunlight. I think everyone is growing more concerned as the days keep passing and you’re still absent.
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You were right I don’t think I was good for your mental health But I highly doubt anyone could be.
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I want to carve my insides out with a rusty spoon. It would be less painful.
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When you are starved for a moment of relief, you’ll eat their poison by the mouth full, no questions until the digestion leads to new problems.
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I should have known when I started to fall in love, It was never meant to last long.
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Your words hit harder than your fists, Neither missed.
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The last time you backstabbed me I grew a backbone. I should thank you.
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If we found out tomorrow that oxygen was poisonous I would try to spend forever in your exhales.
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On my worst days, my brain tries to trick me into wishing I stayed. It’s really trying to convince me that I didn’t deserve to survive.
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There was no way to save her. Believe me i wanted to. But how could I, when I could barely save myself.
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I knew i was losing you, But when you tossed me into the mail box it finally hit me- I was losing me.
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