“The reason i feel so much pain is love.”

Endings are just new beginnings in the shape of pain and despair.

A mind will always try to protect a wandering heart.

And i move towards you like a sunflower moves to the sun.

I don’t need that last conversation. I don’t need to understand what went wrong. Your silence explained enough.

May your next love, bring wholeness and create a sacred space.

Self love is the highest form of love and the hardest. Choose you.

Lets walk the unknown path, the one you don’t know where it leads.

Teaching you how to love me, is not a job i want to sign up for.

You deserve someone who looks at you like they won the lottery.

Don’t confuse my kindness for foolishness. Understanding and forgiveness are two different things.

I offer no explanations on how i choose to repair what you broke.

What if all the pain i am going through is preparing me for something amazing?

Hope isn’t about pretending that dark times don’t exist, its all about believing that darkness will not forever.

And one day we will finally understand the sense of it all. Until then all we can do is hold onto hope.

You may just be my new beginning or the absolute end of me.

Your feelings are valid.

Never forget you’re better off alone than with somebody that makes you feel lonely, when you are together.

This pandemic has felt like a constant battle between grief and gratitude.

Whatever I feel is not a choice, but dwelling on it is, so I stand up and walk and walk and walk a w a y.

Fear is such a powerful emotion for humans that when we allow it to take us over, it drives compassion right out of our hearts.

We feel that our actions are voluntary when they follow a decision and involuntary when they happen without decision.

The way you rip off my clothes makes me feel like I am a gift, your gift that you can wait to unfold.

The moon felt brighter, I smelt flowers as if they bloomed in winter and felt the sun bless my skin in darkness. My mind was healing and i could feel again.

The higher up you go, the more they feel like you owe them something.