I want you here beside me, to make me feel like the only pearl you’d be looking for in the ocean.
ZUZANNA SZOSTAKBlissful comfort of pain and sorrow ravishes my rationality and drinks up my hope, for even thee whom I romanticize so deeply leaves me in a pool of intrusive thoughts telling me no matter what I say or do even the mirror despises you.
More Zuzanna Szostak Quotes
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How is it possible that with one stare I’m in flames and no fire extinguisher shall help me? and so here I stand a tree burning from inside out of love from you.
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This feeling in my chest is telling me to stay to do as I should, to be where I should but my mind is telling me to go away.
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Carrying the weight of my mistakes I burst into flames that hurt my skin.
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Even on the darkest days the sun still rises.
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Would you want to breathe if you were to ask for oxygen? Would you want to drink if you were to beg for a glass of water? would you want to eat if you were to pray for a plate of food? Well, I wouldn’t.
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And I try, I so try to fit everywhere, with everyone to be neutral, to be good and with all that, I lose myself. I lose the truest layer of all.
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A feeling deliciously bitter lingers on my tongue. It’s sharp relish urges me to keep my mouth shut and my conscience clear. Though how can one act so when one’s veins are stuffed with what’s not said before?
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Curled up in a ball slowly shutting down as my body is being devoured by those ugly, fearsome monsters that have lived in my guts ever since I could remember.
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I can truly see myself in that light, the green iris of my eye like a jungle, full of life. And when snow covers the green, and my skin looses its color I crave that wilderness in my eye.
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We laid in bed with our hands tied, talked about love and clear, summer skies.
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A sense of calmness in this chaotic world somehow soothes me.
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From time to time, I would like to cut off all the strings and lines that conclude that ridiculous puppet show they call life.
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And, somehow that loved and loving girl can love anyone but herself.
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I gave all of my vulnerability away for you, to you exposed the dirt of my soul not understood. Kept on, waiting for hope, in despair.
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I’m dehydrated, lacking the water you pour into me every time we drown in each other’s navy blue oceans.
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