Hatred’s the fuel that keeps me alive.
T.L. MARTINHatred’s the fuel that keeps me alive.
T.L. MARTINSomewhere along the way, she weaved herself so deeply into my veins I can’t fucking inhale without her breathing life into me.
T.L. MARTINDo not feel lonely, the entire universe is inside you.
T.L. MARTINHe doesn’t look at me like he’s owed anything. He looks at me like I’ve already given him everything.
T.L. MARTINMaybe I’ve dragged myself through the mud since then, but even mud hardens beneath your shoes. I must be standing on a mountain of it by now. And no one can touch me from way the hell up here.
T.L. MARTINInstead of ignorance, I tasted what it might be like to finally be me. I didn’t give a show this time. I had no plan, no calculations. No scolding voice inside my head. For a little while, I was free.
T.L. MARTINAnd you can’t outrun something you can’t see.
T.L. MARTINIf you are afraid of darkness, you are afraid of your own soul.
T.L. MARTINThere’s a reason we only hire blondes.
T.L. MARTINGod, can he see what he’s doing to me.
T.L. MARTINKnowing your own darkness is the best method for dealing with the darkness of other people.
T.L. MARTINThe prince of darkness is a gentleman.
T.L. MARTINBut I was still weird enough that people otherwise left me alone.
T.L. MARTINCrawl inside this body, find me where I am most ruined – love me there.
T.L. MARTINPushing out a breath, I lean against the wall and slide to the floor. I sit beside her for as long as it takes. Listening until her sobs fade and the shower turns on.
T.L. MARTINA mouse trying hard to come off as a lion.
T.L. MARTIN