If all our misfortunes were laid in one common heap whence everyone must take an equal portion, most people would be content to take their own and depart.
Your mind is your predicament. It wants to be free of change. Free of pain, free of the obligations of life and death. But change is law and no amount of pretending will alter that reality.
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