“Memories frozen and denied Flowers of my heart withered and dried.”

I’m praying for patience and falling behind.

You color my world even when I’m feeling blue.

I still got your number saved in my phone And I only ever think of it when I’m alone.

When I wake up, I begin my search for you.

Rain on a river, falling into the midst Rising like a flooded street.

Can’t find my soul in my eyes Must’ve been drowned out by night cries.

You were my sunshine on all my rainy days.

There was a time when I worshipped the ground you walk on.

Did you ever love me? The way that I love you.

I am waiting for the day, To find someone come and rescues me.

A soulmate who wasn’t meant to be.

Dark, is my home; Spark, what I crave for.

Everything ceases to fade Leaving my soul all the pain.

I’m wasting my time, Wishing you could be mine.

Too blessed to be worried , Don’t need the feeling of regret.

If I stay here, Would I get myself back?

I’m selfish, I know, I can’t let you go. So find someone great, don’t find someone better. I hope you are happy but don’t be happier.

Got a broken ego, broken heart.

My original appearance now is impure and that is why I try so hard to hide it from everyone harder than I work on keeping myself alive.

In the middle of the journey of our life I found myself within a dark woods where the straight way was lost.

It’s a sad thing, protecting a breakable heart.

I worry there is something broken in our generation, there are too many sad eyes on happy faces.

No matter how much this broken heart heals I still wake up alone.

I’ve been living with this fear that if my eyes start to tear, they will be drowning me.