If you are worried about what others might think and about how your position in the group might be jeopardized, then you will never really create anything.
When you show yourself to the world and display your talents, you naturally stir all kinds of resentment, envy, and other manifestations of insecurity, you cannot spend your life worrying about the petty feelings of others
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