I was just thinking about not getting picked on for being black and not being hungry. ADRIAN MATEJKA BeingBlackGettingHungryPIckedThinking
I was always casting about for role models as a kid and the Star Trek was always available via reruns and also full of possibilities. ADRIAN MATEJKA AlwaysAvailableCastingCharacterEmotionalKidModelPossibilitiesRerunRoleStar
The day after the president Trump election, I remember feeling like it was 1984 again. ADRIAN MATEJKA AgainElectionFeelingKidPoliticalPresidentRememberSayWriting
I learned a new language for it all in the 90s. Which in some ways isn’t bad. ADRIAN MATEJKA AllBadLanguageLearnedMeanNewNinetiesPastSomeThinkingWay
The 1990s were also when a bunch of the soft-shoe language for race, gender, and class became paramount. ADRIAN MATEJKA AlsoBlackBunchGenderInsecurityLanguageParamountRaceShoeSoftThinking
One of the hardest things for me to do is be fully open in a poem. ADRIAN MATEJKA FullyFunHardestMeanOpenPoemThingWriting
But fortunately there are also really excellent human beings all over the place, too. So it’s about perception and balance sometimes I think. ADRIAN MATEJKA BalanceExcellentFortunatelyOverPerceptionPlaceSometimes
The contrasts between the haves and have-nots is so complicated. ADRIAN MATEJKA BetweenComplicatedContrastHaveNot
I was fortunate enough to get a job at my alma mater, which brought me back to Indiana after being gone for twenty years. ADRIAN MATEJKA AlmaCircumstanceEnoughFortunateGetGoneHomeIndiana BeingJobMater
One of the things I took from the show was emotional possibility. ADRIAN MATEJKA EmotionalOnePossibilityShowThingTook
I was a poor, geeky black kid in Indianapolis. There is nothing mythological about that. ADRIAN MATEJKA BlackCountryGeekyKidMythologicalNothingPoor
You should check out William Shatner’s album The Transformed Man. ADRIAN MATEJKA AlbumCheckForeverManOutTransformed
Because before that I wasn’t thinking about systems or food insecurity or whatever. ADRIAN MATEJKA BeforeFoodInsecuritySystemThinking
It was in the air somehow. That ownership of bigotry. I hadn’t seen it since I was a kid. ADRIAN MATEJKA AirBigotryKidOwnershipSinceSomehow
It’s financial of course, but it’s also the lifestyle choices. The more money people have the further away from each other they often want to be. ADRIAN MATEJKA AwayChoiceEachFinancialFurtherLifestyleMoreOftenOtherPeople
It made me want to change the kinds of poems I was writing, but I’m terrible at writing overtly political poems. ADRIAN MATEJKA ChangeMadePoemPoliticalTerribleWriting
I never thought I would type that I learned how to emote in poems from watching Star Trek but there it is. ADRIAN MATEJKA EmoteLearnedneverPoemThoughTypeWatching
Bones was a grouch but he was sympathetic. The show worked like a boy band in that way… it had characters who embodied different psychic or emotional positions and that allowed me to see a great range of things ADRIAN MATEJKA AllowedBandBoneBoyDifferentEmotionalGrouchPosotionShowSympatheticWorked
That was one of things that surprised me so much when I was writing the poems. ADRIAN MATEJKA MuchOnePeopleStruggleSurprisedThingWritingWriting. Poem
They are 100% the product of the circumstances that led me home. ADRIAN MATEJKA CircumstanceHomeledProduct
I had to find a way to be more honest about what happened. And it wasn’t fun to write, even though the poems aren’t 100% autobiographical. ADRIAN MATEJKA AutobiographicalEnoughHappenedHonestMorePoem
By that I mean, honest and not trying to amplify some mythological version of myself. ADRIAN MATEJKA AmplifyHonestMeanMyselfMythologicalTryingVersion
I mean getting people to think about what language actually means before they use it is a good thing. ADRIAN MATEJKA ActuallyBeforeGettingGoodLanguageMeanPeopleThingThink
There is no way I would have written these poems had I not come back. ADRIAN MATEJKA BackComePoemWayWritten
I wanted to be like Kirk because he had magnetism and the ladies loved him. ADRIAN MATEJKA KirkLadiesLikeLoveMagnetismWanted
But it’s become very clear the past nine years that some Americans truly resent thinking before they speak. ADRIAN MATEJKA BecomeClearCountryNinePastResentSpeakThinkingVeryYear