That sadness that you do not speak of, that haunts you in the ache of midnight. Give it to me, I want to heal that.
NIKITA GILLAnd often when she finds herself missing him, missing the good moments with him, she whispers to herself, ‘The absence of you has taught me how to love myself. So thank you, my darling, my dearest.
More Nikita Gill Quotes
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If a woman does not fit the shape of what you think a woman should, if a woman is not obedient, does not see things the way you do, if a woman is too independent to need anything more than herself, does she automatically become a threat filled with such terror to you?
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I don’t know how to love people well yet. But I know I can love you the way you deserve, if you let me.
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You become the thing that hurts you until it can hurt you no more.
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And she needs no prince or knight to save her, because her might is enough to tame dragons.
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Some people will always taste like fire and leave the ones that love them tasting like ash.
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Survival is ugly. Healing is messy. Self-love is complicated. It is your hardest days as much as your best days that help you grow. All of this is part of being human.
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She’s a woman in love and is loved in return. That is a powerful thing.
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Perhaps magic is in the habit of choosing sharp-eyed girls who ask too many questions for their own good. Perhaps it chooses girls who are not unloved, but not fully loved either.
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You are a dangerous collection of all my favorite things. An old soul, a heart of gold, and hands that make my body sing.
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Nothing will come of forcing yourself to compete your way out of trauma.
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Sometimes you are going to miss a person who was an almost to you. And feel sad because there is no name for that feeling. You just feel it in a way that makes you tired to your very bones.
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Bathe with ice-cold water of the ocean just to feel something again.
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Some people survive and talk about it. Some people survive and go silent. Some people survive and create. Everyone deals with unimaginable pain in their own way, and everyone is entitled to that, without judgment.
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Even with the antidepressants, the grief seeped through the dangerous cracks in the scaffolding holding me up.
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You see, there can be no life without death.
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Everyone has forgotten that Lucifer was beautiful too and God’s favorite till he fell.
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There are graveyards inside you made of people that made you ache, made of memories that you barely survived made of trauma and heartbreak. These graveyards need to become gardens where you plant flowers that blossom, for you to let go.
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No one told me love could be a God of both living and dying. That girls who love girls do not just drown, they also float.
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Tell them all what they tried to kill came back. Tell them all that I have come home.
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The woman who tames fires and snakes and savours bones.
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There are three versions of you. The one that smiles and laughs with others, the one that hides and cries alone, and the one that has the ability to achieve greatness.
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Perhaps he should have paid attention to the snakes coiled inside me waiting to strike.
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It makes them feel a little free, to kiss something dangerous on the mouth.
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Somedays I am more wolf than woman. And I am still learning how to stop apologizing for my wild.
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You are damaged and broken and unhinged. But so are shooting stars and comets.
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Even the day must let go of the sun and allow the light to disappear, so the darkness can live for a while. The only way out of grief is through it.
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