It has been years now and you still remain, blood stains splattered across my brain. Its not that you were the first woman that I loved, you were the first person I memorized properly.
MAGGIE BOWYERBe proud of a body that bares the burden of being buried only to bloom.
More Maggie Bowyer Quotes
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I was only ten the first time I remember getting stabbed. My agony pierced the air with a sickening scream.
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Two showers a day and I’m still a thousand more from washing you away.
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Speak to me again, so I’m writing another poem I’ll never send.
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If we found out tomorrow that oxygen was poisonous I would try to spend forever in your exhales.
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Don’t you know that shedding your pain only makes it reverberate.
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I am an emotional equation, continually miscalculation, escalation, you should be elated!
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I’m actually great at being alone. It was being abandoned that was hard.
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I can scream into every passing storm cloud, but that will not bring you back. I can yell at god as i sob over crinkled pictures, but all i can grasp are memories.
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There are versions of myself I will never recover, stolen by moments i will forever remember.
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There are days I want to pretend you are just a call away.
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You were right I don’t think I was good for your mental health But I highly doubt anyone could be.
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There was no way to save her. Believe me i wanted to. But how could I, when I could barely save myself.
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These words crash over and threaten to destroy me. I cannot find the stars so far beneath these waves of insecurity and mistrust, their light has seemed to vanish.
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I know I could be a petty queen, I could release all the receipts the way you treated me. But honey I’m happier living in peace than cruelty.
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Have I been buried alive by chronic pain? I can taste the dirt as they put me in the earth, thick on my lips like the honey that drips down my lips.
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