I worked out what would make me happy, and I worked out what I wanted to do, and I trained myself to do the job that would make those two things happen
She does not want to feel even the faintest temptation to call his mobile number, as she had done obsessively for the first year after his death so she could hear his voice on the answering service.
I was once told by someone wise that writing is perilous as you cannot always guarantee your words will be read in the spirit in which they were written.
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