These pills still won’t fill the hole you left behind.
HADLEY ALLISONThese pills still won’t fill the hole you left behind.
HADLEY ALLISONYour lies were my only refuge from my truth.
HADLEY ALLISONShe said fuck this and became her own muse.
HADLEY ALLISONI love you, and I’m so sorry I don’t know how to.
HADLEY ALLISONI am so sorry; you see, I wanted to love you, but I had to be free.
HADLEY ALLISONLet me show you just how bad good love can be.
HADLEY ALLISONThis year I will try to be thankful for me.
HADLEY ALLISONYour absence is the loudest presence I have ever known.
HADLEY ALLISONI hope in my next life I am able to heal the pain I caused you.
HADLEY ALLISONAnd we were fated to be right at the wrong time.
HADLEY ALLISONI wish I could go back and love you in all the ways I know how to now.
HADLEY ALLISONI am jealous of the wind because she gets to touch you.
HADLEY ALLISONI fear I am and will always be the river emptying into your sea.
HADLEY ALLISONGive me a life or give me death, but not this.
HADLEY ALLISONI wonder what it would be like if I took care of my body as well as I take care of your memory.
HADLEY ALLISONI’m not unreasonable I just think it’s very reasonable you would fall in love with me.
HADLEY ALLISON