Sometimes I try my hand at turning out small profundities and uncertain short stories, but I always end up with just one single word: God.
ETTY HILLESUMEverything is chance, or nothing is chance. If I believed the first, I would be unable to live on, but I am not yet fully convinced of the second.
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If one finds the strength to deal with small things, one finds it to deal with the large ones as well.
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Here, beside this great black surface that is my desk, I feel as though I am on a desert island.
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Each of us must turn inward and destroy in himself all that he thinks he ought to destroy in others.
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I’m afraid I did not pray hard enough last night.
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That fear of missing out on things makes you miss out on everything.
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Greed probably figures in my intellectual life as well, as I attempt to absorb a massive amount of information with consequent mental indigestion.
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After each creative act one has to be sustained by one’s strength of character, by a moral sense, by I don’t know what, lest one tumble.
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Life is good, after all…and that’s what stays with me, even now, even when I’m about to be packed off to Poland.
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Despite everything, life is full of beauty and meaning.
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Everything is chance, or nothing is chance. If I believed the first, I would be unable to live on, but I am not yet fully convinced of the second.
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We have to fight them daily, lake fleas, those many small worries about the morrow, for they sap our energies.
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Sometimes I feel that every word spoken and every gesture made merely serve to exacerbate misunderstandings. Then what I would really like is to escape into a great silence and impose that silence on everyone else.
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Sometimes the most important thing in a whole day is the rest we take between two deep breaths, or the turning inwards in prayer for five short minutes.
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And now that I don’t want to own anything any more and am free, now I suddenly own everything, now my inner riches are immeasurable.
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I don’t think I have nerves of steel, far from it, but I can certainly stand up to things. I am not afraid to look suffering straight in the eyes.
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