And I’ll hug your words like they’re the last things I’ll ever hold.
COURTNEY HILLAnd I’ll hug your words like they’re the last things I’ll ever hold.
COURTNEY HILLI bent for you until I broke, I wept for you until I woke, I cared for you but now I won’t.
COURTNEY HILLI am my own universe.
COURTNEY HILLyou treat me like I’m expendable why is it so easy to let me go?
COURTNEY HILLI want you to love me for me so that all my flaws stitch together and make me whole.
COURTNEY HILLSometimes I sit and think about all of the things I’ve lost and I ask the universe why it takes good things from me.
COURTNEY HILLAnd when I went to step back I tripped over my heart. It’s a shame he had to see me fall.
COURTNEY HILLLate at night I’m awake thinking. I’m afraid of what I’d do to be able to taste you again.
COURTNEY HILLI was damaged in your eyes you were damaged in mine. Funny how we found each other as all damaged people do.
COURTNEY HILLI got what I wanted then I threw it away why do I mess up the only things that want to stay.
COURTNEY HILLI feel everything to the bottom of its depth maybe its a gift, its probably a curse.
COURTNEY HILLThe outer part of me so cold like an armor impenetrable. The words you throw at me ricochet and hit you in the heart.
COURTNEY HILLDo we always love more in retrospect? Do we always regret more moving forward?
COURTNEY HILLThe real damage isn’t something you can touch, its not something you can see. The real damage is in the way I walk its in the way I speak.
COURTNEY HILLStanding alone on the edge wondering if anyone could ache as much as I do.
COURTNEY HILLOne day the waves will crash around me and take my soul to sea. For on that day death will surround me watching happily.
COURTNEY HILL