And I’ll hug your words like they’re the last things I’ll ever hold.
COURTNEY HILLAnd I’ll hug your words like they’re the last things I’ll ever hold.
COURTNEY HILLyou treat me like I’m expendable why is it so easy to let me go?
COURTNEY HILLI am not lost I am simply wandering finding my own path creating my own future.
COURTNEY HILLShades of black intertwined in my being I try to see in color but darkness is all I’m seeing.
COURTNEY HILLI’d rather be shot by a bullet than to be cut by your words. I’ll die cold on the pavement before I lie in the casket of your assurances.
COURTNEY HILLI still remember the first time I saw you, your aura radiated nostalgia of a time where I wanted something so much more than I wanted air.
COURTNEY HILLLetting go is not only okay it’s best.
COURTNEY HILLI opened up to you like a butterfly in the spring but you rained on me and broke my wings.
COURTNEY HILLThe outer part of me so cold like an armor impenetrable. The words you throw at me ricochet and hit you in the heart.
COURTNEY HILLNever again will I hand deliver my heart to a man holding flowers when the thorns cut me deeper than the flowers ever made me happy.
COURTNEY HILLI got what I wanted then I threw it away why do I mess up the only things that want to stay.
COURTNEY HILLI try my best to mean what I say. But it seems to be that my words are too big for my voice to speak.
COURTNEY HILLSometimes I sit and think about all of the things I’ve lost and I ask the universe why it takes good things from me.
COURTNEY HILLI feel everything to the bottom of its depth maybe its a gift, its probably a curse.
COURTNEY HILLI traced the outlines of my heart and dumped out the contents. I laid them all in front of you and watched you walk away.
COURTNEY HILLI told myself – You’ve got this, Even though I don’t have it at all.
COURTNEY HILL