When I reached for what I wanted, they said I left my needs behind. But if all birds need is on the ground why then do they fly?
CHELSIE DIANEWhen I reached for what I wanted, they said I left my needs behind. But if all birds need is on the ground why then do they fly?
CHELSIE DIANEI found my old diary tonight. A brokenness I had forgotten pen pressured so deep it punctured page. I ran my fingers over my words and there inside ridges black I found a little girl desperate for someone to save her, desperate for the very woman I have become.
CHELSIE DIANEThe point is that I loved.
CHELSIE DIANEThe uncharted territory of the western amazon is called the mother of god.
CHELSIE DIANEOne tornado I lived through got the house.
CHELSIE DIANEI want you as a lemon the waiter brings on a tiny white plate. I want him to watch while I squeeze you into my mouth and swallow the rind.
CHELSIE DIANEI took the bobblehead of him off his refrigerator and kissed it.
CHELSIE DIANEYou say: you are mourning a man that could not love you. Full stop. Cover the last word. There’s the truth.
CHELSIE DIANEA twenty three year old hits on me in a coffee shop in venice, and I ask him if father is single.
CHELSIE DIANEEverything great I’ve done I did not think to do so.
CHELSIE DIANEBeautiful creature its time to forgive yourself you were surviving.
CHELSIE DIANEI will not believe It’s less holy to be human. I will not bow my head. I will not close my eyes to god.
CHELSIE DIANEI keep saying over and over. I’m sorry but I have to go now you are not my person.
CHELSIE DIANEMay my children never read this.
CHELSIE DIANEI should now admit I once made a fake account just to talk to you once more.
CHELSIE DIANEIt finally happened like I thought it might I run into you.
CHELSIE DIANE