Don’t be deceived beloved no one really knows what they’re doing.
CARMEN AMADOSDon’t be deceived beloved no one really knows what they’re doing.
CARMEN AMADOSHope such a fickle thing most days it keeps me going other days it pulls me apart.
CARMEN AMADOSHow can I be brave when my insides are quaking from fighting this fear.
CARMEN AMADOSIt’s the holidays that mean to spread love and cheer to all who are near.
CARMEN AMADOSNow the fireflies do more justice with their light than we ever did.
CARMEN AMADOSAnd I refuse to apologize until the very end for the way that I feel – my feelings are valid too.
CARMEN AMADOSEven though we tried we still ended up broken shattered, scattered, glass.
CARMEN AMADOSIf we die now what will all this have been for? mere clasping at straws.
CARMEN AMADOSYou say you want variety and yet you are too busy painting all your walls the same color.
CARMEN AMADOSFly me to the moon but desert me there that I might finally breathe.
CARMEN AMADOSUnlike you, I actually follow through when I say I will.
CARMEN AMADOSStuck between wanting to prosper and at the same time not wanting to do anything that would require me to exert too much energy – burnout.
CARMEN AMADOSAnd even if a short while from now you take off to inhabit some cloud way above cloud nine I’d still rather stay grounded and watch the stars from here.
CARMEN AMADOSNow I just say my words bleed from wounds that never healed.
CARMEN AMADOSWe wilted – like weeping willows wallowing wistfully in the wind.
CARMEN AMADOSAnd I knew something was deeply broken inside me when you gave me the most glimmering of compliments and I still could not bring myself to muster even the faintest of smiles.
CARMEN AMADOS