She didn’t know whether she was running away from something or running to something, but she admitted that deep in her heart she wanted to go home.
BEATRICE SPARKSI really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity.
More Beatrice Sparks Quotes
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I’m afraid to live and afraid to die.
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Alone. The saddest word in the world.
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I pretend I’ve got lots of confidence and I’m a big jock and like that but deep inside I’m a frightened, insecure, can’t-make-it failure.
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I wouldn’t intentionally hurt anyone in this whole world. I wouldn’t hurt them physically or emotionally, how then can people so consistently do it to me?
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The complete bottom has fallen out of my life.
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I guess I’ll never measure up to anyone’s expectations. I surely don’t measure up to what I’d like to be.
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How is it possible for me to be so miserable and embarrassed and humiliated and beaten an function still talk and smile and concentrate?
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I’m partly somebody else trying to fit in and say the right things and do the right thing and be in the right place and wear what everybody else is wearing.
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It’s a good thing most people bleed on the inside or this would be a gory, blood-smeared earth.
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I’m not really sure which parts of myself are real and which parts are things I’ve gotten from books.
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Lying – remembering beauty in truth.
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I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity.
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They don’t think “I care,” “I hurt,” or “I have feelings.” It just seems like I’m always “wrong,” always “selfish,” always “self-centered” and everything else that’s negative and destructive.
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Nobody’s talking to me, but nobody’s hassling me either. I guess you can’t have everything.
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My biggest mistake: not wanting to help myself into thinking I am happy, that change would come about without really trying to change, or wanting to change. Procrastinating about changing. I do want to change.
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