When I ask myself why am I even sober anymore I wish I could lose myself for even just a minute without it being a death sentence.
ALLIE MILLERWhen I ask myself why am I even sober anymore I wish I could lose myself for even just a minute without it being a death sentence.
ALLIE MILLERSpilling coffee-like tea on Sunday mornings with like-minded women is my favorite color of blooming.
ALLIE MILLERAnxiety feels like over-explaining chronically.
ALLIE MILLERI do not want my worth to be centered in men with fangs for teeth I do not deserve to be degraded in a leather seat my worth is powerful you will never take that away from me.
ALLIE MILLERWhy do you call me only so you can control me god I know you are lying but remorse sounds so good in your throat?
ALLIE MILLERWe are survivors we glisten in the sun for all the nights I died alone I did not know another woman carried my song and it is beautiful now look what we have become.
ALLIE MILLERWriting saved me when my phone went silent.
ALLIE MILLERAnd when I pour myself unafraid like the shatter had a purpose I become the wave.
ALLIE MILLERI am on another planet experiencing myself the colors run but I’m not caught up on perfections here I just want to be my own friend again I just want to love my bones without restraint.
ALLIE MILLERI’m such a people pleaser I even want random strangers on the internet to like me.
ALLIE MILLERYour silence speaks in waves I am trying to not drown in my own thoughts let alone yours.
ALLIE MILLERA powerful woman is a dangerous heaven and hell both want the rights anticipation is a one-night stand or better yet use your own fucking hand.
ALLIE MILLERTalking to you wrecks me because it is a glimpse into what I could have had if only.
ALLIE MILLERI gave names to all my disorders to humanize the pain.
ALLIE MILLERA woman of integrity I swallow stones I used to throw grace was daunting until I surrendered then everything changed a woman was made.
ALLIE MILLERWriting spiteful poetry in a chapel I realized I have to love you no matter what you do.
ALLIE MILLER