Now, if, as I think, writing should be, it’s a kind of risky trade.
AL ALVAREZNow, if, as I think, writing should be, it’s a kind of risky trade.
AL ALVAREZHold’em is a game of calculated aggression. If your cards are good enough for you to call a bet, they are good enough to raise with.
AL ALVAREZWhen you make a bet, you’re saying something.
AL ALVAREZEach sporadic burst of work, each minor success and disappointment, each moment of calm and relaxation.
AL ALVAREZYou pause and attend: the heart beats in your chest; outside, the trees are thick with new leaves, a swallow dips over them, the light moves, people are going about their business.
AL ALVAREZTo put yourself into a situation where a mistake cannot necessarily be recouped, where the life you lose may be your own, clears the head wonderfully.
AL ALVAREZI’m good at reading people.
AL ALVAREZIn [The New Poetry] I had attacked the British poets’ nervous preference for gentility above all else, and their avoidance of the uncomfortable, destructive truths both of the inner life and of the present time.
AL ALVAREZSeemed merely a temporary halt on my steady descent through layer after layer of depression, like an elevator stopping for a moment on the way down to the basement.
AL ALVAREZI mean being a writer is like being a psychoanalyst, but you don’t get any patients.
AL ALVAREZI absolutely don’t believe in anything. Full stop. Including luck.
AL ALVAREZDespair, in short, seeks its own environment as surely as water finds its own level.
AL ALVAREZHe pays for his social ease with what used to be called his soul – his discriminations, his uniqueness, his psychic energy, his self.
AL ALVAREZNo man kills himself unless there is something wrong with his life.
AL ALVAREZThe point is that it looks like gambling because the language of the game is money.
AL ALVAREZThe better the artist, the more vulnerable he seems to be.
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