Like all my family and class, I considered it a sign of weakness to show affection; to have been caught kissing my mother would have been a disgrace, and to have shown affection for my father would have been a disaster.
AGNES SMEDLEYI was ashamed of them and their ways of life. But now – yes, I love them; they are a part of my blood; they, with all their virtues and their faults, played a great part in forming my way of looking at life.
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But there were years when, in search of what I thought was better, nobler things I denied these, my people, and my family.
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I have no objection to a man being a man, however masculine that may be.
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But settled things were enemies to me and soon lost their newness and color. The unknown called.
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There’s something dreadfully decisive about a beheading.
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I forgot the songs they sung – and most of those songs are now dead; I erased their dialect from my tongue.
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I shot, rode, jumped, and took part in all the fights of the boys.
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I would not let it ruin me as it ruined others! I would speak only with money, hard money.
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There are many men – such as those often to be found among the Indians – who are refined until they have qualities often attributed to the female sex. Yet they are men, and strong ones.
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I believe only in money, not in love or tenderness. Love and tenderness meant only pain and suffering and defeat.
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It is not a national question concerning India any longer; it is purely international.
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But here in New York I was ignorant, insignificant, unimportant–one in millions whose destiny concerned no one. New York did not even know of my existence. Nor did it care.
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New York was a new and strange world. Vast, impersonal, merciless.
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Always before I had felt like a person, an individual, hopeful that I could mold my life according to some desire of my own.
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Friendship is far more human.
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For the first week of the Sian events I was a first aid worker in the streets of Sian.
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