It didn’t mean forever but for right now I wanted Rush to be my first. He wouldn’t be my last. A stop I might never forget or get over. That was what scared me the most. Not being able to move on.
She was crazy. I could be too. It was my greatest fear, that I’d snap one day too. Just like she had. I wanted to live life because if that day came I wanted to have lived once.
Della was my go all in. She was my winning hand. You can’t play when you go all in and lose. I’m out.” “No, you’re not. This hand ain’t over yet,” Rush said.
You’re the only thing I want most in the world yet the one thing I cannot have. Because to have you completely would be impossible. You cannot go where I walk.” -Dank “Death” Walker
