I have nobody in the world. I’ll kill myself. That’s best. Everyone will say, It’s for the best that she killed herself, she’s better off dead. I hate myself so much I could spend hours and hours just screaming with hatred and with the pain of it, oh the pain of it.
IRIS MURDOCHPerhaps when distant people on other planets pick up some wavelength of ours all they hear is a continuous scream.
More Iris Murdoch Quotes
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A bad review is even less important than whether it is raining in Patagonia.
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What a test that is: more than devotion, admiration, passion. If you long and long for someone’s company you love them.
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Every man needs two women, a quiet home-maker, and a thrilling nymph.
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The absolute yearning of one human body for another particular body and its indifference to substitutes is one of life’s major mysteries.
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As we live our precarious lives on the brink of the void, constantly coming closer to a state of nonbeing, we are all too often aware of our fragitlity.
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We can only learn to love by loving.
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Writing is like getting married. One should never commit oneself until one is amazed at one’s luck.
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Anything that consoles is fake.
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People from a planet without flowers would think we must be mad with joy the whole time to have such things about us.
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Every book is the wreck of a perfect idea.
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I don’t think I can marry, I’m not fit for it, I’m not real enough. That’s the trouble. I’m a puppet that’s realised what’s wrong with itself and it’s horrible. I’m propped up somewhere all alone, watching the real people go past. I’m propped up crying in a corner.
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I’ve felt as if I didn’t exist, as if I were invisible, miles away from the world, miles away. You can’t imagine how much alone I’ve been all my life.
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Let us not waste love, it is rare enough.
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Time, like the sea, unties all knots.
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Of course this chattering diary is a facade, the literary equivalent of the everyday smiling face which hides the inward ravages of jealousy, remorse, fear and the consciousness of irretrievable moral failure. Yet such pretenses are not only consolations but may even be productive of a little ersatz courage.
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