Loneliness has taught me more things about myself than love ever has.
ALLIE MILLERLoneliness has taught me more things about myself than love ever has.
ALLIE MILLERI believe the ashes of my past life were stepping stones to becoming free.
ALLIE MILLERCan anybody hear me? Are my words going to waste I need to believe there was a purpose to all the pain?
ALLIE MILLERI want my cake and to eat it too but bulimia runs rampant and she is a fucking bitch.
ALLIE MILLERIf only were my skin like art shining against the mould, if only my body were a canvas brave if only.
ALLIE MILLERAnd when I pour myself unafraid like the shatter had a purpose I become the wave.
ALLIE MILLERI love you I’m just trying not to wear my heart on my text messages.
ALLIE MILLERI gave names to all my disorders to humanize the pain.
ALLIE MILLERYour silence speaks in waves I am trying to not drown in my own thoughts let alone yours.
ALLIE MILLERI am on another planet experiencing myself the colors run but I’m not caught up on perfections here I just want to be my own friend again I just want to love my bones without restraint.
ALLIE MILLERWriting saved me when my phone went silent.
ALLIE MILLERYour scars speak terrible stories turned to beauty.
ALLIE MILLERYou were poetry in a dark hallway whispering to know me in a psychotic way the way your neck tattoos straddle my throat I’m envious of every girl you’ve ever known.
ALLIE MILLERWe are survivors we glisten in the sun for all the nights I died alone I did not know another woman carried my song and it is beautiful now look what we have become.
ALLIE MILLERIt may have been mad love but at least it made me taste something even if it was blood.
ALLIE MILLERWhen I ask myself why am I even sober anymore I wish I could lose myself for even just a minute without it being a death sentence.
ALLIE MILLER