And when I pour myself unafraid like the shatter had a purpose I become the wave.
ALLIE MILLERAnd when I pour myself unafraid like the shatter had a purpose I become the wave.
ALLIE MILLERI gave names to all my disorders to humanize the pain.
ALLIE MILLERIt may have been mad love but at least it made me taste something even if it was blood.
ALLIE MILLERYou were poetry in a dark hallway whispering to know me in a psychotic way the way your neck tattoos straddle my throat I’m envious of every girl you’ve ever known.
ALLIE MILLERYour silence speaks in waves I am trying to not drown in my own thoughts let alone yours.
ALLIE MILLERWe are survivors we glisten in the sun for all the nights I died alone I did not know another woman carried my song and it is beautiful now look what we have become.
ALLIE MILLERWhen I ask myself why am I even sober anymore I wish I could lose myself for even just a minute without it being a death sentence.
ALLIE MILLERI’m such a people pleaser I even want random strangers on the internet to like me.
ALLIE MILLERI am a woman writer the last thing I am is weak.
ALLIE MILLERYour scars speak terrible stories turned to beauty.
ALLIE MILLERDry throat on the days I’d rather just watch the candle burn.
ALLIE MILLERA woman of integrity I swallow stones I used to throw grace was daunting until I surrendered then everything changed a woman was made.
ALLIE MILLERAnxiety feels like over-explaining chronically.
ALLIE MILLERWriting saved me when my phone went silent.
ALLIE MILLERIt’s those Saturday mornings laughing underneath the sheets its a glimpse of everything I dreamed that makes me feel hope for us. Saturdays could be our thing.
ALLIE MILLERI love you I’m just trying not to wear my heart on my text messages.
ALLIE MILLER