Why do you call me only so you can control me god I know you are lying but remorse sounds so good in your throat?
ALLIE MILLERWhy do you call me only so you can control me god I know you are lying but remorse sounds so good in your throat?
ALLIE MILLERDry throat on the days I’d rather just watch the candle burn.
ALLIE MILLERWriting saved me when my phone went silent.
ALLIE MILLERWriting spiteful poetry in a chapel I realized I have to love you no matter what you do.
ALLIE MILLERWhen I ask myself why am I even sober anymore I wish I could lose myself for even just a minute without it being a death sentence.
ALLIE MILLERI am a woman writer the last thing I am is weak.
ALLIE MILLERI gave names to all my disorders to humanize the pain.
ALLIE MILLERIt’s those Saturday mornings laughing underneath the sheets its a glimpse of everything I dreamed that makes me feel hope for us. Saturdays could be our thing.
ALLIE MILLERI love you I’m just trying not to wear my heart on my text messages.
ALLIE MILLERI imagine poetry to be a living entity in me.
ALLIE MILLERIf only were my skin like art shining against the mould, if only my body were a canvas brave if only.
ALLIE MILLERYour silence speaks in waves I am trying to not drown in my own thoughts let alone yours.
ALLIE MILLERIf nothing else you have inspired me to write beautiful poetry if nothing else I bring words to the table with me.
ALLIE MILLERFriendships that die are like a lost art.
ALLIE MILLERSex is not a map to me anymore I am more than my physical body.
ALLIE MILLERI’m such a people pleaser I even want random strangers on the internet to like me.
ALLIE MILLER