“i want to tell you that miss you but the day you turned your back on me was the day vowed to myself you are never allowed the privilege to the depths of my heart again”

And like flowers under the sun’s yellow rays, you will bloom again.

Open wounds and fresh blood but I am healing and you are never allowed back in.

And I hope you know that would shake the world to its core if it meant taking away some of your pain.

And what a rare and magical thing it is to feel as though your heart has finally found a soft place to land.

Take me back to the ocean I need to hear her say you’re as powerful as me.

if you want to dive into my heart I am warning you now, be prepared to learn how to swim all over again

You talked a big game for someone who never actually played.

I wonder if being under the sun is what it is like to be loved by you too.

Be happy for others genuinely radically happy and I promise you only good will follow.

That Sunday afternoon when the rain poured down I was reminded of how important it is to break open every once and a while.

Someone will come into your life and they will see your kindness as a strength match your love and before you can he will say I’ve been looking for you a home my heart can finally rest

I wonder if one day I will ever feel as though I am not hard to love.

After the currents have calmed and rocks you have endured I promise to be the river guiding you home.

I am a woman who came from witches those they tried to burn came rising higher than ever imagined and I am a woman who has this power behind me with every step.

You were different a dangerous smile and kind heart I was enchanted from the first moment I met you I knew something had happened that would probably follow you through every forest even carrying the fear of getting lost.

You are my savior and I don’t just mean you protect me mean when my whole world comes shattering down you are there you are always right there loving me back to pieces.

I love hard and I break just as hard as I love.

It breaks my heart to know so many children in our country do not have access to education.

I am not a home breaker and I can never be. I haven’t been brought up to create havoc in other people’s homes.

If I had known our last kiss was to be our last kiss, I would have kissed you as if it was our first.

It’s the willingness to break open, to let go of all you have learned to hold that keeps you whole.

Every Indian outbreak that I have ever known has resulted from broken promises and broken treaties by the government.

For whatever we lose (like a you or a me), It’s always our self we find in the sea.

I plan to publicize my breakups and profit from them like other celebrities.