All my life has been a struggle to know, what to hold on and what to let go, but still, i end up sitting in the corner of the room with a flickering candle, whimpering, naked, shuddering, lost.
VESMIRAll my life has been a struggle to know, what to hold on and what to let go, but still, i end up sitting in the corner of the room with a flickering candle, whimpering, naked, shuddering, lost.
VESMIRI’m still figuring out, how to talk about how I feel- which is a lot.
VESMIRAnd nothing that will be touched, even with the tiniest of love, shall continue to live the same.
VESMIRI don’t want everything to be a destination, where I have to grind and reach, O! how i long for some good to come in my way and let me pick it up.
VESMIRSomething in me is constantly at unrest.
VESMIRBut fear is love that has been convinced that it never belonged.
VESMIREven if you look for peace in the places you won the war, you will not find any.
VESMIRIsn’t this loneliness a strange poetry? you want everyone to read, but you are never willing to write it down.
VESMIRSo, what ruined you? -hope.
VESMIRFor once I wanna look back and not sigh.
VESMIRIt’s not sad/ that you choose/ to keep yourself in/ its a pity/ that even when you could/ you never decided/ to walk out.
VESMIRYou are like a wrecked ship in the depths of the ocean, collapsed and eroded but still, full of pearl oysters.
VESMIRI am not home for somebody else’s trauma.
VESMIRAnd that is how time heals, not by erasing but by blurring all the memories.
VESMIRShe is the old school hard love, your modern brittle love can’t afford to carry.
VESMIRToo much of what I write takes me back to you.
VESMIR