Standing alone on the edge wondering if anyone could ache as much as I do.
COURTNEY HILLStanding alone on the edge wondering if anyone could ache as much as I do.
COURTNEY HILLI still remember the first time I saw you, your aura radiated nostalgia of a time where I wanted something so much more than I wanted air.
COURTNEY HILLI bent for you until I broke, I wept for you until I woke, I cared for you but now I won’t.
COURTNEY HILLI’m an actor to your floating palace, me in my truest form would drown you.
COURTNEY HILLI try my best to mean what I say. But it seems to be that my words are too big for my voice to speak.
COURTNEY HILLShe is a planet holding all of life, please take care of her. Her heart is your light.
COURTNEY HILLI haven’t cried in a while it feels like my tears have dried. But I miss you more than my eyes could ever cry.
COURTNEY HILLI am not lost I am simply wandering finding my own path creating my own future.
COURTNEY HILLLetting go is not only okay it’s best.
COURTNEY HILLOne day the waves will crash around me and take my soul to sea. For on that day death will surround me watching happily.
COURTNEY HILLI was damaged in your eyes you were damaged in mine. Funny how we found each other as all damaged people do.
COURTNEY HILLAnd when she stopped letting him steal her light she shined brighter than every star in the night sky.
COURTNEY HILLLate at night I’m awake thinking. I’m afraid of what I’d do to be able to taste you again.
COURTNEY HILLThe outer part of me so cold like an armor impenetrable. The words you throw at me ricochet and hit you in the heart.
COURTNEY HILLI want you to love me for me so that all my flaws stitch together and make me whole.
COURTNEY HILLSometimes I sit and think about all of the things I’ve lost and I ask the universe why it takes good things from me.
COURTNEY HILL